I haven't drawn a single thing since I went back to ("back to" - because I never started at) the office for battle. I used to draw every night, and most every day. No matter what. I used to make money doing it, too. In the past I would kind of lose my mind if I didn't draw every night and/or day. Like, quite literally. I would lose entire track of my days and tasks at hand and schedules. It was very difficult to cope and live if I hadn't drawn in a few days. Why am I not upset or set askew after not having drawn in three weeks?

I'm pretty nervous I am getting sucked into a situation where my job is my life without realizing it, or realizing it enough.

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