JOURNAL
I did my mom's taxes with her today and then had an impromptu dinner with her and my youngest. It was not awful. She can be a delight. Ugh.
I am forever wondering how I am alone. But then I remember I don't go anywhere or do anything. I used to be the life of the party and always had somewhere to go.
I don't really want to go to shows and parties and social gatherings anymore. They are tiring and, typically, dreadfully boring. Everyone trying to put their best face on and their best foot forward. Usually it's just a game to promote one's self and whatever one might be involved with. It's so superficial. People don't hang out just to be together anymore, and they really haven't for about 20 years. Maybe that's what's wrong with the world.
Nothing will ever feel as good as being in your 20s and considered an important figure in any given scene and having a girlfriend who thought you were awesome before that fact who just wanted to lay around and watch TV holding your cock just for holding its sake. While I held her breasts just for the sake of being able to. Forever finding ourselves in feavered fondlings.
My Tamanotchi hatched, so that's cool.
